Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Dusting out the cobwebs

Helllo?? Anyone out there?

I know I know. I just up and left without any explanation. I did you guys wrong (I love how I'm writing this as if I have some eager audience awaiting my updates). It's so funny to look at where I was 2 years ago. And now, on the verge of finishing my undergraduate degree, my life, goals, aspirations and experiences are so different. For example, I'm in a totally different industry than I thought I would be. I took sort of a circuitous route to get there and now I am back to the "Sea of Indecisiveness" that I wrote about in my first entry. And as comes with age, I'm a little bit more jaded and cynical than I was two years ago. I feel like I was but a wee wide-eyed youngin' that thought ANYTHING was possible if I just tried enough. And while that still holds true (if you try hard enough, you can achieve anything) there are certain parameters to life, called reality, schedules and the economy that sort of dampen that notion. I probably sound like a horrible dream-killer right now - sorry!

But on the bright side (everyone's probably taking a deep sigh of relief now) looking over the entries , I realized one thing: I still really love writing. And I still could enjoy this blog. So maybe I will be back in the not-too-distant future to update you all on what has happened on the last 2 years!